Eternal sunshine of a spotty mind
Im perennially troubled and yet perennially happy...in a peculiar way, that makes sense...
Monday, February 12, 2007
Bent
Kids.
your Ms Nat wants some privacy.
Therefore i have decided to terminate the blog.
I'll be moving to another locale but i hope you guys will understand.
I really need some air!
Hahaha.
This blog will remain open but i'll not be updating anything that hasnt got to do with school.
Let it be a suggestion blog ya.
For my adult blog viewers, ill let you noe where you guys can reach me soon.
Love, Nat
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
Unlucky!
I ran into that person again today!
Ahahahha.
Freak.
Eye sore man!
Today it is pink with yellow pokka dots!
And the person even said hi to me and wanted me to acknowledge how nice it looked today!
I have to be hypocritical sometimes.
Hehehe.
Please, please, god...
Dun let me run into it again.
I might just be forced to tell the truth!
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Generic rant
I really cannot stand people with bad fashion sense.
Really really cannot stand!
Hahaha.
One of my pet peeves.
I just saw this person...horrible horrible.
Not the first time though.
No colour coordination.
No taste.
Not even the slightest clue of body proportion.
No self-awareness.
Hahahaha.
Once is accidental.
Twice is forgivable.
Thrice is simply inexcusable.
Think the person got out on the wrong side of the bed.
Or have no mirrors in the house.
Or has a malicious psyche within.
Gawdy! What a drab!
I can go on and on hahaha.
Simplicity people!
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Specially for Noor...
"Usah biarku bersendirian...
Usah biar hatimu ditawan...
Usah biar diriku disini...
Seorang menunggu tanpa teman...
Usah lepaskan genggaman tangan mu...
Usah biar semua berlalu...
Usah terlupa perasaan hati...
Pertama kali kita bertemu...
Usah lepaskan.."
As much as i hate Taufiq Batisah, its hard to deny that he has really good vocals.
I hate him pretty much like i hate Siti Nurhaliza.
Yes, hate is a very strong word.
Hahaha.
I just dun like to see them but i like to hear them.
Oh, just thought of another hear-me-but-dun-look-at-me singer that i looove.
Mariah Carey.
(KarSien's all time fav...i have never seen a more ardent and defensive fan. Mariah can do no wrong in his eyes...hahaha)
Im currently lip-synching and occassionally attempting to sing (off-key admittedly) Taufiq's virginal attempt at a Malay song, Usah Lepaskan.
I like the song a lot though i dun quite fancy the last verse cos its like a freaking twist that sealed the song's fate as a potential anthem for the broken-hearted.
I mean, without the last verse, the song can be much richer cos then it can be diversely interpreted.
That's the problem with Malay songs i guess.
Spoken like a true mat..."Direk la"
Hahaha.
Unless of cos its an M.Nasir song.
He can get so poetic that i give up dissecting his lyrics after a while.
Hahaha.
Anyways, Noor did something really sweet the other day.
Shan't divulge what he did but it was definitely sweet and we are definitely including it in the entire scheme of things.
Everytime i think of it, it just reinforces the fact that he's the ONE.
Aiiiii....
And no, he didnt do anything big nor did he spend a single cent.
He's that good i tell you.
Hehehe.
Im back to doing my lit lesson plan for Friday's observation by Boss.
Yikes!
Monday, January 29, 2007
Another of my closest bro MARRIED!
Sunday was Zubir's wedding (BirBir is my term of endearment for him hahaha).
Am so happy for him.
Am so happy for him.
His wife is a really cute chick...
Check 'em out.
BirBir looked so handsome!Noor and I went to the wedding and guess who we saw?
Taufiq. Not Taufiq Batisah. Hahaha.He's a BLSS senior who, i have to sadly announce, once had a short term crush on.
(was into my nerdy guy phase hahaha...forgive my lack of taste hahaha)He's filled out a bit more now and has floppy hair.Nonetheless, being a true blue nerd, he still opted against wearing contacts.Hehehe.Ive come a long way since Boon Lay sec.But ive got a long way to go...(hehehe...insider's joke with Kar Sien)
Friday, January 26, 2007
We have decided not to get it.
Dun think we are ready for it.
So no rush there.
But i really want it...
Crap!
If there's anything that i learnt from my dearie, it's got to be this.
More pragmatism, less idealism.
Anyway, that can wait.
But the waiting is starting to gnaw at me!
Was searching for some stuff over the net...
So gorgeous!
But so bloody ex!
My finances are looking very bleak.
Sad, sad...
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Aching
If you were to ask me when was the last time i jogged, i wouldnt even know where to even begin!
Hahaha.
Been putting off exercising for soooo long.
Noor and i have resorted to exercising becos we have run out of places to go to.
Had our late afternoon run on Monday.
After i knocked off from work (running away from work more like it hehe), Noor came over to my place cos we decided to run around my area.
Knowing how i struggle everytime i try to run after a hiatus, we limited our run to about 50 minutes.
10 minutes of warm up (slow jog).
10 minutes of stretching.
20 minutes of run.
10 minutes of warm down.
Sounds easy peasy rite?
Hell no!
The 10-minute jog was manageable and i was amazed at my latent stamina hahaha.
Tot i was gg to pancit (fizzle out) in the first 10 minutes.
Noor is the expert jogger cos he jogs like every other day!
Freak hahaha.
After all the stretching, we began our run.
I WANTED TO DIE!
5 minutes into the run, i could feel stitches at the side of my tummy.
(i get this everytime i run so im quite used to it)
Noor told me to press on the area where i felt the stitches to alleviate the pain.
I kept telling him that i feel like im dying.
Hahaha.
But i didnt stop.
MIND OVER BODY.
Always works for me.
Helps me push myself further.
Noor insisted that since i was adamant about running for 20 minutes, we should stick by it.
I should have kept my BIG mouth shut!
He refused to tell me how long we have been running.
But he relented after like 15 minutes.
"5 more minutes left? Really? Great!"
The idea of being able to stop for a rest in 5 more minutes spurred me to keep on running.
All i can say is that im pathetic.
Hahaha.
Somehow, it gave me renewed energy.
We went on to jog for another 5 mintues.
All in all, we ran for 25m 05s.
Not bad for my first run in.....nearly 2 years!
My body has been aching since yesterday.
But heck, its all part and parcel of exercising.
Think my body should have recovered enough for another run on Friday.
:)
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What the hell does he want to prove by sending Aide Iskandar out of the pitch?!
@%$&!
Stoooopid referee.
Aide Iskandar looked so cute during the Malaysia-Singapore match (Ist league semis)
Shucks, i shouldnt have such thoughts about somebody else's husband.
Hahaha.
Noor came over my house to watch the match last night...Mummy stuffed him with so much food...poor dear...
Too bad Noor will be working this Sat, so we are gg to be missing out the match at the stadium.
For fear of my safety, Noor refuse to let me go on my own.
:(
Think of the atmosphere, the swearing, the cursing, the ooooooohhhsss, the ahhhhhhhsssss.
Curses.
Let's hope Singapore makes it to the finals and the final match will be played on the day Noor isnt working.
Hehe.
Have been going to the National Stadium to watch soccer over the past 2 weeks.
First match Noor and I caught was Singapore vs Vietnam (0-0)..horribly boring!
Last week we caught Singapore vs Indonesia (2-2). an eventful match - on and off pitch!
We came quite early cos we were nearby at the Kallang KFC, so we were seated at lower tier of the stadium.
The stadium was quickly filling up.
Final stadium capacity for the night: 13,000.
Suddenly there was this 2 couples seating just below us.
One of the couple consists of a mismatched duo.
The female was huge and had a very dark skin tone...Noor said she looked like a he.
Hahaha.
Mean i noe...but later on, you will realise that they really deserve all our mockery.
The guy was thin and effeminate and ridiculously stupid.
Yes, a dumb piece of meat.
And they made such a racket even before the match started.
Undoubtedly attention-seekers of the worst kind.
Then the weather started to turn.
"Pitter Patter"...raindrops started coming down slowly but surely.
Noor and i had an umbrella but these 2 idiots (the couples) had brought ponchos with them.
For easy reference, let's name them Muck 1 (the female) and Muck 2 ( the male).
Still no bad blood.
The stadium was soon a sea of umbrellas so obviously some people might find it difficult to watch the match.
But it shouldnt be that big of an issue if everyone had their butts on their seats.
Then team Singapore and Indonesia came out onto the pitch.
Of cos we all stood up when Majulah Singapura came on.
The game got on immediately after the ceremony and guess what?
Muck 1 and 2 continued to stand.
Stand!
And i paid $6 to view their behind?!
Such AUDACITY!
Everyone was pissed with the 2 idiots!
But it was me who spoke out.
I pulled Muck 1 - that pile of lard by her poncho (cos i kept calling out but she couldnt hear me/ or she refused to hear me..whatever)
"Excuse me, could you guys sit down cos you are blocking other people's view."
I said it in the calmest and most polite manner i could.
I thought i could appeal to her conscience.
Apparently she has NONE!
She said (in her horrible Malay accented English )"Oh, we cant see either if we sit down!"
Noor was fuming mad...i could tell that he almost wanted to punch the guy.
He hated the fact that the guy was just shadowing his gf and not even exercising an ounce of brain cell.
"Fine! Whatever!"
I shouted back.
I was really holding back from saying anything too mean.
I don't usually scream and shout in public (cos its not in my nature except for the time when i shouted at Khalid for being such a pain on the mrt platform, much to his embarrassment...ive already apologised hahaha)
What i could have said but did not was...
"Its really okay if you were stick-thin and cute but everyone can see that you are NOT! So is it really possible for you sit down or are you so fat, you are just STUCK?"
Muck 1's reply was enough to tick Noor off.
He grabbed my hands, pulled me up and said "Dah, jalan!" (Come, lets go!)
We moved to a better seat...
We were soooo pissed!
They should be blungeoned to death!
Hope i never see them again.
Grrrr!
*I apologise for such crude use of language but please understand the use of those words/descriptions are appropriate in this particularly harrowing context.


